About a week ago, I admitted to some friends here at Trinity
that while I was looking forward to a lot about our Christmas celebrations,
somehow I just wasn’t feeling the Christmas spirit this year. The joy and the wonder
just weren’t connecting for me. Nothing felt…special…about the season.
The next night I happened to need GPS directions, and fished
out my phone. At unpredictable intervals, when I connect the phone to the car,
I get a sudden eruption of They Might Be Giants or Vivaldi or a Bill Bryson
audiobook – always the things I forgot I ever loaded into my phone.
That night it was “Joy to the World.”
And I realized suddenly that – for all the wrapping and shopping,
Christmas program prep and family schedule shuffling I had been doing to
prepare for Christmas – I hadn’t yet turned on the music.
In fact, I’d almost forgotten about the carols this year.
And music is my touchstone, my talisman – the thing I turn
to to ground myself in my faith. Music is my key to opening up my heart and
mind to experience, truth, and memory. Singing is the way that I reach out to
and receive the presence of God when I most need it in my life; the way that I
pray.
So that night I didn’t frantically push at buttons to turn
the unexpected music off, the way I usually do. After a verse or so I started
singing along, still creaky and spotty from my Advent laryngitis. The next song
in the shuffle was “Hark! the Herald Angels Sing,”
and as I sang “pleased as man with us to dwell; Jesus our
Emmanuel,” I started to cry, because I finally felt the season I had been
missing. I felt the awe and wonder and joy of the presence of God come to dwell
with us in my car, in the world, and in my heart.
It may not be music for you. It may be something else.
At Christmas, maybe you need lights, twinkling in the
darkness. Maybe it’s the fresh winter smell of evergreen, or the warm scent of candle
wax. Maybe there’s a certain family ritual or personal tradition; a story you
tell or hear. Or a particular prayer. Something you turn to, that you count on
to trigger that rush of Christmas into your life; to trigger a sense of, or a hope
for, the presence of God in the world.
Because you need that.
I need that.
There isn’t one of us here today who doesn’t need the
presence of God; doesn’t need to feel the love and strength of the infinite,
almighty and eternal.
There is not one of us who does not need to know, somewhere
in our hearts and souls, that God shows up for us, is with us.
Many of us need to experience the reality of God’s presence
because we feel alone or powerless in the face of grief, anger, tragedy,
illness, loss – all the things that are rubbed raw by the holiday rush and
emphasis on celebration.
But many of us also need, even more, to experience the reality
of God’s presence – to know that God is with us - when things are, well,
fine. When life is good and there’s a lot to look forward to, but we feel disconnected.
We need God, whether we think of it that way or not,
when we sense a lack of meaning or power in our lives; when we are content but
not particularly hopeful or active. We need God in order to be grounded and
strong when things are ordinary. Need that sense of God next to us, with us, on
our side, when things are so normal that we might be, well, bored.
And we are here today because God wants that for us, too.
Wants us to know that presence of unlimited power, powerful love,
extreme hope, of awestruck wonder close beside us in our world, and in our
lives.
God wants us to know beyond a doubt that God is with us in
times of tragedy and pain; and just as much in the midst of the ordinary,
mundane, and average.
So God becomes a baby.
Jesus – all the divine power and presence of heaven and
eternity – born in the profoundly ordinary crowd of a not particularly special
village.
The story we tell about that birth has accumulated a lot of
romantic detail over the years we’ve told it, and it doesn’t often feel much like
our real, daily life. Few of us nap with cattle, or bed down our babies
with sheep. The holy light doesn’t glow out of our kitchens, workplaces, and
cars, or many of the people we spend time with. Heavenly peace, nature singing,
and angelic choruses seem far removed from the places and tasks, hopes and
griefs where you and I need God to come.
Still, Luke is telling us a story of just how
ordinary, just how grounded in daily reality this God incarnate is. He frames
the moment of God’s birth in the political realities of emperors and governors,
places the infant Jesus in a feed tray, and reminds us he’s wrapped up to sleep
in the same way as any ordinary baby of his day. The details have become
special to us over the centuries, but for Luke they are as ordinary as those blue-striped
hospital blankets and a hand-me-down car seat.
The specific ordinariness of these details is a sign – a
gesture of promise and meaning from God – that God shows up for us, too, in the
places where it’s easiest to overlook the presence of God. God comes to us in the
car on a dark winter’s night, in the constant round of meetings and emails, chores
and meals; the relentless drive for results and milestones; even in the cold
blue glow of a slow evening in front of the TV.
The ordinariness of the details around Jesus assure us that God
shows up specifically in the places it’s easiest to overlook our own need for
God with us, for God filling our routine with vibrant, active hope, profound
love, powerful joy.
In fact, one sign of just how ordinary God-with-us is in
this story is the presence of the one extraordinary detail: the angels. A
sudden glorious awe-inspiring mighty host appears in the fields outside Bethlehem
because otherwise no one would notice how ordinary God has come to be.
God provided angels that day long ago so the shepherds would
notice the extraordinary in the ordinary; sent them to spark the story that you
and I hear and tell and sing today.
God sent the angels.
God sent carols to my car.
God sends to you, sends to us, the original story and everything
we have built around it since: lights and candles, song and prayer, family
rituals and cultural traditions; trees and wreaths and candy canes, so that you
and I will notice, too. So that we will not miss God’s constant commitment to
be among us, to be with us.
So that we’ll also experience the presence of profound,
proactive love; of powerful hope and deeply grounded joy and peace in all of
the most powerful, painful, and above all, ordinary moments and ages of
our lives.
So listen today to the angels.
And listen again in August, in March, in a busy week, on a dragging
Thursday afternoon.
Hold on to the story, the lights, the prayers and stories
and symbols; hold on in season and out of season, treasure these things in your heart, like Mary. Because these things are how God
reminds us to notice God’s constant presence.
Listen, always, to the angels, singing:
Veiled in flesh – in the familiar and ordinary – the
Godhead see; Hail the incarnate Deity; pleased… with us to dwell.
God with you and me and us, Jesus, our Emmanuel.
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