I wonder if they
knew what they were going to say, before the Holy Spirit blew through them and
set them afire.
Do you think
they planned a persuasive speech about Jesus; five key points, a summary, an
altar call? Or do you think they were as surprised as anyone else to hear what
came out of their mouths?
Jesus
had told them that this would happen. You
will receive power by the Holy Spirit, he had said, and be witnesses, testify from Jerusalem to the ends of the earth.
And
if they were planners (like I try to be), maybe they did figure out what to say, what words and stories they wanted or
needed to share about Jesus, about God’s deeds of power, and the transformation
of the world.
Have
you figured it out? Do you know what
you want to say to the world, as a witness of Jesus? Something you need to say
about what God has done in your life?
You
know we’re supposed to do that, right?
We’re
not usually very good at teaching testimony, or expecting personal proclamation,
in the Episcopal Church. And yet it’s still a promise we make in baptism, a
promise we make again, several times a year, here in worship, even if different
words or a different book was used at your own baptism. It’s a promise we’ll
all make again in a few minutes, as we renew our baptismal promises together on
this anniversary of the church’s very first baptisms – three thousand that day
in Jerusalem:
Will
you proclaim by word and example the good news of God in Christ?
I
will, with God’s help.
Many
of us are more comfortable proclaiming the good news by example than by word –
and nothing about this promise requires us to set up on the street corner or go
door to door for Jesus! – but example alone isn’t what we promise.
Sooner
or later, we’re going to have to open our mouths.
A
year or so ago I attended a conference where I was urged to develop an “elevator
speech”: 30 seconds, maybe a minute, to encapsulate what I most wanted people
to know about Jesus.
We
had a workshop on it.
I
was terrible.
I
stumbled. I ran long. I fell silent when I couldn’t figure out what to say. (Turns
out a seminary degree doesn’t help.)
That’s
neither the first nor the last time I tried, but I just don’t have an elevator
speech. I can’t seem to plan what to say about Jesus, about God, but over and
over again in my life, when I’ve really had to explain my faith, or my call, or
why I do what I do, I’ve always found the words.
All of them were filled with the Holy
Spirit and began to speak, that day in Jerusalem, as the Spirit gave them ability.
Whether
they’d planned their speeches or not, the Spirit gave them ability, and they spoke.
The varied languages are just the icing on the cake when the Holy Spirit gave
those disciples – and gives us – the ability to speak so that hearers can hear.
The
Holy Spirit has – more than once, regardless of my level of preparation for
preaching or unpreparedness for conversation – given me the ability to speak of
God, of Jesus, so that others can hear.
The
Holy Spirit gives you that ability too. Truly.
I
just have to believe Jesus, when he tells us this will happen; believe him when
he tells us we are going to testify. Just
had to believe enough to open my mouth.
When
we renew our vows, at Easter, at Pentecost, when we bring children for baptism,
at anyone else’s baptism; we explicitly accept responsibility for proclamation.
Then we just have to believe ourselves, that with God’s help, we will proclaim;
and believe that Jesus means it when he calls us witnesses, and the Spirit
gives us ability.
Ability
to proclaim, to witness, to testify, not on street corners, necessarily, but with
words, and with examples that provoke the questions we have to answer with our
words.
And
if you still feel unready (frankly, I do too); if you feel like the Spirit
hasn’t given that ability to you,
well, maybe it’s useful to notice that the action of the Holy Spirit give that
ability to the community, not just to
individuals.
I’ve
noticed that when I talk to families before baptism, as we look at these
promises about proclaiming good news, serving Christ in all persons, loving our
neighbors, striving for justice and peace, most of the time, if I ask “how do
you do that?” there’s caution or uncertainty in our conversation.
But
if I ask “who do you know who does this well?” there’s no hesitation. We may
not know what to say for ourselves, but we know proclamation and love of
neighbor and striving for justice when we see it.
You
do, too, don’t you?
You
know someone who does that well.
And
you proclaim good news – I’ve heard you – when one of you describes to me what another
of you is doing, in love of neighbor, or service to Christ; in reconciling, or in
striving for justice and peace. I’ve even heard you proclaim the work of God in
something I’ve done without noticing
that it was Spirit-filled.
When
you call it out in someone else, instead of being silent about the grace you
actually see,
your
words proclaim good news; you testify to God’s deeds; to the presence of Christ.
So
call it out explicitly. Tell your friends where you see Christ in them. Tell
friends, maybe even strangers, how they have shown you God’s love, God’s
healing, holy, gracious power. Call up someone who’s made God present in your
life, or the world, and tell them so. Write them a note. Tell someone else what
that person does. Be specific about the love of God you see.
Name
it. Claim it. Proclaim it.
Open
your mouth, and use your words, because the Spirit gives you ability, so that
your hearers can hear.
And
don’t forget to put words to your own example.
If
you cook breakfast in Camden; give your time to help a struggling soul, strive
for justice in your daily work, or care for the earth because of God’s love,
then say so. Not on street corners, not unless you want to, but do tell a
friend about why it matters to you,
why it’s natural to you, to love your neighbor or serve Christ in these ways.
If
your prayers or actions when you hear news of another school shooting have
anything to do with Jesus; if your relationship to God motivates you to respond
to tragedy with anger and love and action, tell someone why. Tell someone how
what you do is motivated by God.
When
you are moved to be hospitable, generous, vulnerable, or radically sincere, ask
yourself where Jesus is in that for you, and then tell someone. In a world
where too many see Christians being defensive, punitive, self-righteous, smug or
judgmental – yes, that’s what people think of Christians these days – I promise
you there’s someone longing to hear how Jesus makes you generous.
You
don’t have to plan a whole speech about it. Just seize the opportunity when it
happens in conversation. Because the Spirit gives you ability to speak so your
hearers can hear.
You
may not see the tongue of fire on your own head when you do this, but I do. I hear
the rushing wind of God, see you alight, when you proclaim God’s news, about
your own experience, about what you see in others.
Because
opening your mouth is a miracle as great
and as ordinary as hearing conversation in many languages at a crossroads in
Jerusalem. The Spirit breathes over and in us and through us, not only long ago
in Jerusalem, but in you and me, now and tomorrow, and wherever we go, so that
our hearers can hear God’s story, if we just open our mouths, and speak.
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