About a week ago, I stumbled
into a Facebook group for people who own those countertop pressure cookers
known as “Instant Pots.” And amid the posts about perfect eggs, amid the
eagerness to share the good news of fast and delicious meals with anyone who
will listen, there were a few particular pleas for help:
“Quick, I need a recipe for
something I can make to feed 30 people doing hurricane recovery work in my
neighborhood.”
“We’re collecting Instant
Pots for residents of Houston who’ve lost their kitchens; can you help?”
And then – one, then another:
“We’re emptying out the
freezer before Irma comes. What can I make with four pounds of frozen chicken, or
with a lot of ground beef, that will last through the power outages or
evacuation?”
And Facebook was ready to
respond.
“You shall eat lamb roasted
over the fire, with unleavened bread and bitter herbs,” God tells the people of
Israel, as they are in the midst of a series of natural disasters, knowing they
may need to flee. “You shall eat it [with] your loins girded, your sandals on
your feet, and your staff in your hand; and you shall eat it hurriedly. It is
the Passover of the Lord.”
The presence of God is coming
into the lives of these people with extraordinary and dangerous power, and they
must be ready to move, ready to respond – even in the middle of a ritual meal.
It’s a dramatic, this moment
when the presence of God and our response to God is literally life and death;
the whole future in the balance.
Paul has that same sense of
momentousness, writing to the Roman believers in the first years of the
Christian movement.
You know what time it is,” he
says, “now is the moment for you to wake from sleep. For salvation is nearer to
us now than when we became believers.”
The alarm is about to go off, the race is about to start, the fullness of salvation is pouring over the horizon any moment now. So get dressed for action!
The alarm is about to go off, the race is about to start, the fullness of salvation is pouring over the horizon any moment now. So get dressed for action!
This is faith as edge of the
seat anticipation – at that first, perilous, Passover meal, eaten ready to
flee; in Paul’s momentary expectation that not only he, but all believers are
about to be swept up in the fulfillment of God’s ultimate plans for heaven and
earth.
Is that what you feel, about your relationship with
God?
Do you feel that taut awareness,
the humming expectation, about what we do together at the altar this morning?
Do you feel that way about your private prayer, your service to God’s people, or the nature walks or music or whatever else connects you to God?
Do you feel that way about your private prayer, your service to God’s people, or the nature walks or music or whatever else connects you to God?
Do you feel that eager
anticipation, salvation on the threshold?
No?
Neither do I, mostly.
Neither do I, mostly.
Oh, it’s urgent when I pray
for someone I love in the crisis of an illness, or the path of a hurricane, but
mostly prayer is much calmer, routine even.
And yet the inrushing power
of God, the transformation of our world and private lives is what we’re here
for. Not just here in these pews – here on this earth. We’re here to experience
at any moment – at every moment – the redemptive power of God, active now. But it’s so, so easy for that to be
lost to us, living day after day when the world doesn’t end.
You and I live in a world
where, for the most part, everything else
feels urgent. Work deadlines, school and
sports schedules, family matters, getting dinner on the table, getting answers
from the doctor, getting stuff done around the house, getting a little time to
myself, even.
We know that God is always with us. That God is here, whether or not we’re paying attention, and it can be reassuring to know that God doesn’t depend on my meeting deadlines. But for some of us (for me), it’s hard to keep up that sense of momentousness without an appointment, a time limit, that urgency.
These days there are cell
phone apps that will sound an alarm for you when it’s time to pray. But the
world won’t put peace on the priority list for us. Salvation doesn’t come with
a deadline from the boss or the teacher; the presence of God can’t be
red-flagged in your email inbox.
Yet that’s what we’re here
for, whether we know it or not. We are – like the Israelites in Egypt, like
Paul in those early decades after resurrection – created and called to be a people
of eager anticipation, dressed for action, ready to respond to the kingdom of
God coming now.
It’s counter-intuitive, but
perhaps the way to reclaim that vibrant expectation in our daily prayer, that
eager responsiveness of a soul ready for God, is not to get everything else done
so we have time, but to reject urgency altogether, and just stop.
The Bible calls it Sabbath. You
can call it whatever you want, but I know that for me, and probably for many of
us, the only way to reclaim that keen alertness to the presence and action of
God, is to act sometimes as if nothing is urgent at all.
I still remember one Lenten
Saturday, years before seminary, when I had two or three deadlines looming at work,
prep to do for coffee hour the next day, a car inspection due, and an
overflowing list of correspondence and chores, and I ran by the retreat day at
my church for just a few minutes – there certainly wasn’t time to stay! – and found
myself stopped.
There was a prayer in the
first few minutes, or some word of scripture, that just stopped me,
made me stand still, and say,
“No!” to the long and urgent list of things to do.
Some long, uncounted hours
later, I was surprised by a humming, joyful anticipation singing in my soul. Salvation,
healing, the kingdom of God were all on my heart’s threshold, and I felt
dressed for action, ready to go, not exhausted by that long and urgent list,
the way I had been in the morning.
I’ve had to learn that over
and over and over again, year after year. Had to learn that that expectant,
eager readiness, that vibrant sense of the dawn about to break, the presence of
God on the threshold now, doesn’t
come from obeying the urgency of my tasks, but from stopping.
From stepping out of the race,
for a time, and discovering that God has been seeking me, full of that eager
anticipation, all along. God has been
ready to act, as soon as I stopped
long enough to be made welcome in the presence of God.
Will you stop, this week, in the midst of all that is urgent?
Will you stop, amid the work
that’s due, and the breaking news of another natural disaster, the traffic, the
chores, the homework?
Will you stop the slow regularity of your routine, and the tiresome waiting for news, if you’re retired and past deadlines, or spending time waiting in medical offices?
Will you stop the slow regularity of your routine, and the tiresome waiting for news, if you’re retired and past deadlines, or spending time waiting in medical offices?
Will you stop the urgency of
the ordinary, for long enough – however long – to discover salvation on your
own heart’s threshold, and let your soul fill with the readiness to respond to
the action of God, who has been seeking you with that same ready eagerness, all
along?
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