A couple of
weeks ago, I stood here and invited you to try something with me this Lent: to look around you every day, intensely curious about
where God is at work in the world, about what God is doing in other people’s
lives, and to share what you discovered
each day with someone else.
I have loved
doing that so far. Loved hearing from some of you what you have seen, and I’ve
found that – once started – it’s very easy for me to see God at work in the
world. All kinds of things reek of blessings: little acts of generosity online and in the grocery store; I
see God at work in
children’s questions, people’s prayer requests, dark chocolate,…and
sunrise, on these
newly dark time-changed mornings, is like a longed-for miracle of rebirth every
day.
It’s almost hard
NOT to see God at work once you start
looking.
But when I get
specifically curious about what God is doing in other people’s lives, and
strive to figure out what God might need me to do to help, the way the “church growth guy” suggested last month, I’m more likely to get stuck.
I talk to a lot
of people who just aren’t
in the midst of conversion
or even crisis right now. So
I can’t always tell what God is doing in their lives
or see what I can do to help.
It's frustrating.
And not just because I like to be good at what I do. It's familiar, too. It reminds me of those times when a family member
is suddenly ill; a friend is in crisis - or just aching from the daily slog -
and I want to help, but can't see how - sometimes can't even see what God could do.
Maybe you know
the feeling.
And then once
in a while – in a conversation over lunch, an email, a moment at the communion
rail – I’m overwhelmed by what God has already
done in someone’s
life, without any help from me.
I know God is
at work, and I want to help – but I feel like I can’t catch God when I’m looking,
and I can’t catch up with what God has done.
Sometimes, it
makes me feel useless.
And then I
remember the disciples,
coming back to pick up
Jesus at a well outside a Samaritan town, where they find him chatting up a
stranger, a woman, of the wrong religion, possibly an outcast, having a theological conversation that’s a little over
their heads.
And then, when they try to do what they can
to help – "Rabbi, eat something; we brought you lunch." – he brushes them off (they probably feel more
useless than ever) and steamrolls their confusion with a sudden discourse about
the harvest.
“…look
around you, and see how the fields are ripe for harvesting. The reaper is
already receiving wages and is gathering fruit for eternal life, so that the
sower and reaper may rejoice together….
Here the
disciples are – about to be overwhelmed, though they haven’t seen it yet – by a
town full of Samaritans ready to recognize the Messiah, ripe for harvest, without
their having lifted a finger to make that happen.
The disciples
were just in town, too,
buying bread. If they’d asked themselves in
the marketplace what
God was doing in those people’s lives, they might have seen and heard
absolutely nothing of note. It’s an ordinary day, with neither crisis nor
conversion in process.
But out of
sight of town, over at the well, where no one looks for anything in the middle
of the day, there’s a wandering Jew, out of place, having a
bizarre, wide-ranging, and profoundly theological conversation with a woman about
what God is doing in her life.
(Or what God would be
doing, if she’d just pay more attention)
And that woman
is about to return to town, to share her story, and surprise them all – townsfolk,
disciples, herself – with the upwelling of faith in Jesus that transforms this
town.
“‘One sows
and another reaps.’” Jesus
reminds the disciples, right before the flood of seekers arrives at their feet. “I sent you to reap that for which
you did not labor. Others have labored, and you have entered in to their labor.”
The harvest is
happening all the time. When we work for God – with God – we reap what we did
not sow, and sow what we will never reap.
I think that’s what’s happening when we look
around for what God is doing in the world. When we see
blessings of generosity and growth and grace we see the harvest, the fruit of
what others have sown and God has nurtured.
And when we see
that harvest for which
we did not labor,
there is still something for us to do. When
we are called to reap, we are called to listen deeply to the story of what God has done,
so that our friend, this stranger, whoever, is affirmed and confirmed in their
experience of God.
And we are
called to share what we hear and harvest with others.
But we are also
called to sow what we will not reap: to pay attention, intensely, seriously, in
those times and places and people where it is not at all obvious what God is
doing, and respond to what we see and
hear, whatever it is, even when it’s not obvious what we can do to help.
Sowing takes
longer than harvesting, and you can’t tell – until the harvest – if you’ve done
it right.
Every once in a
while, we get to be like Jesus,
the one who shows this Samaritan woman what God is doing in her life, and how
to respond. Every once in a while, we get to be
like that woman, sharing our own story of what God is doing in our lives, and explicitly
calling other people to discover God,
and seeing the results.
But most of the
time, we’re the disciples.
We don’t get to
see what God is doing when we’re in the daily
conversation – we’re buying bread in the market place,
while God is off pouring living water into someone else’s life.
And yet, we
might still be planting the seeds,
telling a little bit
of our story of the journey with Jesus, on purpose or by accident, in a place where there’s not the slightest sign of God
at work.
And then – when
we have gone on our way – God pours living water on those seeds, and a dramatic harvest comes forth that it seems we had nothing to do
with.
It turns out it’s
okay not to know for sure what God is doing, as long as we are asking the
question.
It turns out we
are never useless, even if we don’t know exactly how
we’ve been useful.
So whether we
are the ones who sow, and never see how it all turns out, or whether we receive the harvest someone else has
sown, we are called to give thanks to God
for that harvest, to be fed by it, ourselves, and in turn, to feed others, because this is fruit for eternal life.
So keep on
listening and looking, with intense curiosity, for God in your life, and even more,
in the lives of people around you.
Respond to
whatever you hear.
Pray.
Sow what you
know of God’s love, whether it seems likely to sprout or not.
And share what
you receive,…so
that the sower and reaper may rejoice together….
Amen.
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