This is one of
my favorite gospel stories. I love the comic element: I see Zacchaeus as a
short little guy in an expensive suit, bobbing along behind the crowd, stretching
his neck, trying to peer around and through, and finally giving up, rushing up
a tree so that he can actually see
this local celebrity coming into town.
He just wants to
get a glimpse of Jesus, the way many of us would with a celebrity. You don’t
need a personal relationship, but it would be great to tell your grandkids you
were there. You saw him. Maybe got an autograph.
Well, everybody in Jericho is out to see Jesus
that day. Some of them probably want to touch him, to be healed, to become
famous by association. The crowd is thick.
And now rich,
short, Zacchaeus is up in a tree. Near the crowd but not really part of it.
You ever do
that?
The center of the action isn’t for everyone. Sometimes you like to be just a little removed from the crowd; from the rough and tumble. You want to vote, but not knock on doors or go to rallies. Enjoy the music, but don’t need the crush and noise of a stadium concert. Love the worship; like your seat two-thirds of the way back; enjoy the sermon, but, you know… don’t want to demand attention up front, or get involved in how the sausage is made.
The center of the action isn’t for everyone. Sometimes you like to be just a little removed from the crowd; from the rough and tumble. You want to vote, but not knock on doors or go to rallies. Enjoy the music, but don’t need the crush and noise of a stadium concert. Love the worship; like your seat two-thirds of the way back; enjoy the sermon, but, you know… don’t want to demand attention up front, or get involved in how the sausage is made.
Anybody here
ever feel like that?
I suspect
Zacchaeus was feeling like that about seeing Jesus. He’s drawn to this
wandering rabbi, this God-touched celebrity, but he’s just staying a bit apart.
He’s got his observation post, up in the tree – not among the crowd, but able
to enjoy it without getting too involved.
And then Jesus stops.
Looks up, straight at Zacchaeus.
“Hurry and get
out of your tree, Zacchaeus. I’m coming to your place for dinner!”
Wait. What?!
I bet Zacchaeus’
heart stops for just a minute.
He wanted to
see, but did he want to be seen?
Recognized?
I don’t know.
There’s a good chance Zacchaeus didn’t know either.
Is this what he wants?
Is this what he wants?
Well, he doesn’t
have a choice now.
Jesus has just inserted himself into his life in a big and intimate and public way.
Jesus has just inserted himself into his life in a big and intimate and public way.
And now Zacchaeus is out of his tree, standing in front of Jesus, in the center of attention with everyone’s eyes on him. And nobody likes this.
Because
Zacchaeus is a tax collector. He’s got one of those jobs that runs against the
public good. Think tobacco company
marketer, slum landlord, telemarketing magnate, or subprime mortgage banker. He
might be a nice guy, but he works for
the bad guys. A little morally suspect if you don’t know him. And probably no
one really knows him well.
Until Jesus
bursts into his world, demands a personal relationship (how un-Episcopalian), and
suddenly Zacchaeus is in the spotlight. And people are complaining that Jesus
is going over to the dark side. Or he’s been duped into consorting with the
Wrong People.
His reputation
is at stake, and everyone’s cranky.
Now Zacchaeus’
character matters. And so – in public, in the presence of God – he confesses. He
comes clean. But it’s not the confession anyone is expecting.
“Look,” he says,
“I am giving away half of my wealth,
and if anyone is injured by me, I pay it all back and more.”
The original
Greek suggests that this is something Zacchaeus is in the habit of doing. Our translators see the powerful conversion
moment, the encounter with Jesus, and translate it as a promise of new life, but
it’s just as possible to read this as a revelation of the deep and long held
character of Zacchaeus.
Something he
doesn’t talk about, that people don’t know. The kind of care for others that
prefers to remain anonymous, apart from the crowd, behind the scenes.
I mean, I want
to keep my finances private. It’s between me and God, isn’t it?
But whether
Zacchaeus is making a new commitment of life, or a revelation of the private,
holy generosity he has practiced for years, it’s real and now it’s public.
It’s out there.
People know. (How un-Episcopalian.)
You know, I
don’t talk about my giving habits either.
I bet you don’t,
very often.
But here is
Zacchaeus, one of my favorite biblical characters, thrust into the spotlight,
yanked out of his tree, stuck in the center of attention and confessing his
true character.
And maybe we
should, too.
Maybe it’s time,
after all these years, for me to come out as a tither. To talk about my quiet
habit of giving ten percent of my gross annual income to the church, and of
giving beyond that to other organizations that matter to me and help make God’s
dreams for us real in this world.
And to tell you
that I’m not doing this because I’m your priest. But because years and years
ago,
someone else
told me a story like this, and it moved into my heart and settled in.
It took time to
take root; longer to grow. It wasn’t easy or immediate. It took years to build
up to the goal, once I set it, of giving a full ten percent, and more.
And I never
talked about it.
But on the way,
I’ve discovered the truth of another thing Jesus is reported to have said: that
“where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”
When we spend
real money on something, when we invest,
that cause or object or community gets bigger in our attention, in our
perception of the world. It happens with our homes, cars, families, friends,
hobbies… And let me tell you, investing a noticeable chunk of my income in the
church has made me a lot happier, since that money pulls my attention and heart
to the quietly life changing work that happens in classrooms and hospital
rooms, meetings and study groups, over meals, and by prayer and worship. So the
more I gave, the easier it got; and the more I gave, the more I saw God at work
not only through the church, but beyond: in the community, in the world.
And I wonder if
Zacchaeus found that out, too: that by investing in generosity, his heart and
his attention are drawn more deeply to the presence of God in and among us, so
that while it’s a shock to have Jesus at his dinner table, it’s not actually a
new thing to find God so close to him.
It’s just new and
shocking – and transformative for both him and his community – that he
confesses his heart, revealing God already at work in unexpected ways, and instead
of just seeing Jesus, becomes seen and known as an agent of salvation.
Maybe Zacchaeus’
story will be your story too.
Maybe it already
is.
But if it hasn’t
happened yet, I suspect it will. Someday Jesus is going to show up in your life, demand to eat at your house, and make
your personal relationship with God public, whether you want it or not.
What character
will you confess, then, when the spotlight shines suddenly on your relationship
with God?
Will Jesus
reveal your best self to the world?
What will your
best self be?
And shouldn’t
you be sharing that now?
Shouldn’t I be sharing that now?
Shouldn’t I be sharing that now?
I wonder what
will happen if we all give up on the back of the crowd, expose our whole selves
to the good and the holy that we are already attracted to, start sitting up
front and meeting Jesus’ eyes, risk getting out of the tree and being seen, risk letting God burst in and take
over and reveal our lives to ourselves and everyone else.
I don’t know what
will happen, but I suspect there’s some glorious generosity hiding among us.
And maybe it’s
time to find out.
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