Instead of The Calf

Exodus 32:1-14

Imagine yourself out in the wilderness, with the people of Israel.
They’ve been rescued out of slavery in Egypt and invited on a journey to the land of promise. They’ve been fed miraculous bread and quails in the desert, drunk water that sprang from a dry rock, and seen the power of God vividly outlining the Commandments of their new way of life.
And then Moses goes off up a mountain to talk to God about the rest of their lives, while the people wait.
And wait,
…
…
and wait.

Not just for hours, but for so many days and weeks that they can’t count them anymore.

Have you ever felt abandoned by God? Or even just stood up for a meeting?
It can happen. A time when somehow God just seems to vanish from your life, even though you keep showing up for church, trying to be faithful to the journey God’s called you on. But now it seems like God isn’t picking up the phone, or even checking voicemail.
It’s that way for the Israelites in the wilderness. Moses was the only way they had to talk to God – and he’s vanished.

So they ask Aaron to come up with a way for them to be in touch with God. To make God available more conveniently, more obviously, less mysteriously. And Aaron comes up with the golden calf.

This golden calf was produced by our middle school students, a year or so ago when they were talking about the challenges of trying to live as God commands us to.
But I think I make idols – and maybe you do too – less on purpose than unconsciously, turning to projects or stories or other people that might fill up the hole anxiety or loneliness creates.
I think we make idols anytime we try to arrange our relationship to God so that it’s more comfortable, or more convenient.

This golden calf is made of fairly common materials, but did you notice what the golden calf in the Exodus story is made of? Jewelery. The decorative treasure and the portable bank account of a wandering people. Aaron passed around the collection plate, and picked up all the wealth in the camp to make that calf.
It costs a lot to fill the hole that’s left when you seem to have lost your connection with God.
And it’s bad stewardship.

Now, that’s not the way the story is normally read. It’s more traditional to talk about the breaking of the second commandment, about the idol-making itself. And there’s no doubt that that’s a problem, and that it’s enough to get God pretty steamed up.
But I think that idol-making tends to come from misunderstanding and bad stewardship, rather than the other way around.

The Israelites didn’t earn that jewelry that the calf is made from. They left Egypt with it stuffed into their pockets and packs because God arranged for it. With the whole country terrorized with plague after plague, at God’s suggestion the Israelites were more or less paid off to go away and take their dangerous God with them.

In the wilderness, fresh out of oppression, it’s easy to remember it’s not our money. It’s the money God arranged for us to have. Just like it’s easy to remember that freedom is God’s gift, when we’re just now freed from whatever held us down. And that relationship is a gift when it’s new and fresh.

But then we can get used to it – freedom, relationship, financial security – and it’s easier to forget the gift, and believe it’s all ours, and that it’s up to us to set the terms of the life we live, and the way we’re going to relate to God.

And when we use those gifts to fill up our own anxiety and loneliness; when we turn to things or people we can predict and manage, to relationships and places that are comfortable and convenient, to fill up our longing for God, and our fear that God might not be paying attention,
it’s bad stewardship.

But I don’t think God gives us freedom and wealth just so we can sit still and wait, either. Avoiding all risk never gets a lot of applause in the stories of the Bible. Instead we learn that when our hands are full but God isn’t issuing commandments, it’s an invitation to good stewardship – of our freedom, our relationships, and our jewelry (or however we may carry our wealth).

So:
Imagine that you’re Israel.
Your hands are full of the gifts of freedom, wealth, and the promise that God wants to be in a relationship with you. And then you come to a point where God stops giving directions for a while.
How do you respond? What would be good stewardship of those gifts?

What might God have invited them to do with those resources if they hadn’t made a calf? What story might we be telling, now, about how God rejoiced at what Israel did with their freedom and treasure?

Go ahead and think about it.
And write it down on the post-it note in your leaflet.
Don’t worry if it might be silly. And you don’t have limit yourself to the possibilities of a desert camp (Israel didn’t stay in that camp forever). Just set your imagination free.

When you’ve written it, bring it up here and stick it to our golden calf.



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Here's what you said, unedited:
Share our gifts with others
Save for buying food and other necessities when they find people who have them to sell
Take these gifts and share their wealth with people they encounter on their journey. Share this wealth with one another in thanksgiving to God.
Use the gifts they are given to help others to know God better. Feed, clothe, tell stories, keep company, share wealth.
Have a party that allows everyone to rejoice in the knowledge of the Lord.
Use them to feed the hungry.
Feed the poor.
Make water pitchers.
Use those resources for other people when they enter into Caanan  SHARE
Friendship
Proclaim the grace of God. Help the poor. Enjoy them. Be grateful to God for everything.
Walk on to those gifts – the promised land and trust God.
Fellowship with everybody there.
They could have gone on to other towns and told their story. In those towns bought food or clothing for others to help teach about God and his people.
Comfort others in prayer.
Wealth: Use the gold to buy a guide to get through the desert more quickly. Freedom: develop a culture of worship that moved with them rather than through the Law. Relationship: developed patience.
Spread it to those less wealthy. Help the poor- feeding, clothing, caring for the sick and infirm and aged.
Feed the hungry. Take care of the sick. Teach the unlearned. Bring God into the lives of those who do not believe.
Fed the less fortunate. Built shelter. Clothed those in need.
Built housing for themselves.
They could have built a permanent town to live in with a really nice temple.
Be proactive in giving my wealth to those with less and sharing my freedom and belief with those who are struggling.
Used wealth to help those in need.
Dig wells. Plant food. Give to poor.
Purchased flocks to feed themselves and those less fortunate.
Created new waiting rituals, ways to help one another feel supported and unified as a people while waiting.
Become a nation of kindness (with relationship) and generosity to others (with wealth)
They could have given their gold as an offering for a new temple in which to worship.
Use it to feed more people – find ways to grow products or animals/food etc
Buy oxen, horses, etc to get to the land they are promised. Dig wells when needed. Plant vineyards, etc.
Pray.
Build a new community in the wilderness, bringing in those who don’t have relationships.
Share their wealth amongst each other, and teach their gifts to each other, so that all could benefit.
Use them as decoration in a temple to God.
Feed the hungry with food and God’s word.

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I asked you to do this because God gives you and me those same gifts God gave Israel: freedom from what oppresses us, the resources we need, and the extraordinary relationship that starts when God chooses us, and invites us on a journey to the land of promise.
We’re stewards of the very same gifts, and this story is our story.
And our story should be good news.
Amen.